And i might not be rly back to provide more stories on my life as a record for myself.

It was merely 4 months..

It seemed short but its been a while

A lot of things changed and a lot happened in these 4 months

Choices…

Decisions…

And where am i now?

Im here, back to basics, back to square one, back to….

nothingness…

I’ve always thought i knew what i wanted in life.

and although i dont wanna say this out cos i dont want pple to think that im conceited or whatever

but screw your opinions bout me

I’ve always thought I was somewhere near clever, not like genius but somewhere above the average

but i guess i was wrong

How many people you see walking down the street know what they really want in life?

How many people die happy to have lived a life of what they were searching for?

I believe there are people who genuinely know what they wanted and achieved it

but i also believe many are just living for the sake of living..

achieving nothing near what they dream for.

To be a Food Technologist

yup thats what i had in mind when i was in sec 4,

signed up for direct poly admission and got a place in SP and knowing nth what a food technologist does

turned out i achieved so much better than what i thought i would get for my o level.

but i still went for my dpa and to sp dfst

i get questioned for the past few years and still do quite often when people get to know my o level results,

‘Why didnt you go to a JC?’

i always answered the same thing

cos thats what i wanted.

till now, i still dont regret my choice of not entering a JC

but i am unsure am i doing what i want

going to the familiar job search engine everyday

going to those universities websites every other day

singapore, aussie, uk

i just feel empty

and more empty

and infinity emptiness….

I hoped I knew what to do and knew how to make all the good decisions.

do you realise,

there is only 2 options for a future together?

its either break up or get married

p.s. just sharing sth meaningful

p.p.s. i know this blog is so dead but i got no mood for update :’(

i guess even the few people who visit my blog stop visiting anymore.

hahaha

okok, i promise!!

new entry soon!!!!! ^^

one of the things i want to do before i die is to roll in a bed of fallen maple leaves ♥♡

awww, this is so sweet ♥♡

hey pple!

i know i’ve been mia for damn long!
(not that anyone cares)
haha

BUT BUT BUT!
i promise i’ll be back aft my last exams in SP k!

1st March 1st March!!
TIME FLIES~

ok i need to go study
been slacking too much!

ciaos!

p.s. i rly wanna roll in a bed of maple leaves, dun ask me why. i just feel like

p.p.s. poly life is gonna end soon! feeling emptyyy

p.p.p.s. i’ve finally changed my wallet! teehee

You meet thousands of people and none of them really  touch u
And then u meet one person and your life is changed,
forever
- Love and Other Drugs

HELLLO!!

i’m backkkkkk
teehee

oh i guess i havent proclaim that

FYP IS SO OVER!

yeahhhhh ^^
presentation was okay,
except that i was trembling BUT i wasnt tt scared
so i didnt know why i was trembling, holding the cue card,
oh well,
doesnt metter anymore.
heh

oh, and im getting fatter and fatter
what am i suppose to do???
cny is coming!
and its almost okay to BINGE with all those cny goodies and STEAMBOAT!

hell
im going for a steamboat session ltr!
can i binge and not grow fat?
*pouts
haha

okay jus caught Love and other drugs
well Anne Heathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal’s hot bod ald make it worthwhile to watch
haha

okay cos im using the desktop and very lazy to on my lappie
im gonna post cuzzie wedding n xmas 2010 pics next time
haha.
posting my 2011 bday photos first
1st celebration with my bestest frens on earth
heh

and we went to Wild Honey which serves all day breakfast
oh i love breakfast
yummehhhhh :B
the top right corner of first pic
i think the raw ham look-alike is called Parma ham and its expensive (i think)
and all of us except fatty P was grossed out by it
feeling like some carnivores eating tt, hhaa
its actually smoked (agn i think, lol)
then the bottom left of the first pic
some tunisia (sp?) breakfast,
well, all i can say that its
exotic? hahahaha
and the bottom right
its English (or american? i forgot, lol) breakfast
omg thats v awesome awesome awesomexzy!
need i say more? hee

ok overall the food was not bad, bread is nice and all

so we proceeded to starbucks
urgh, im craving for green tea latte with extra green tea powder and low fat milk since ytd
and great, now im also craving for gong cha white pearls,
urgh
ok so they got me a double choc muffin but tasted like banana muffin lol
complete with a stirrer as candles
and a curler as pressie, HEE

好喜欢
好好听

当你
林俊杰

如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我
你是否 会觉得我不错
如果有一天 我离你遥远
不能再和你相约
你是否会发觉 我已经说再见

当你的眼睛 眯着笑
当你喝可乐 当你吵
我想对你好 你从来不知道
想你 想你 也能成为嗜好
当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深 你睡不着
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道
如果有一天 梦想都实现
回忆都成了永远
你是否还会 记得今天
如果有一天 我们都发觉
原来什么都可以
我们是否还会 停留在这里

也许空虚 让我想得太多
也许该回到被窝
梦里会相遇 就毫不犹豫
大声的说我要说
啦 ~ ~ ~ 啦 ~ ~ ~
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道

heyooo,

i havent neglect this tiny weeny space of mine,
jus too much things to do ^^

this jj version of dang ni is soooo nice right?
heee
love it a lot

okay, shall post some piccas

cmcc dnd
hehe,
performed with gracie

went geylang for dindin with sisters jus now aft collecting out short getaway tix
had the lor 29 hokkien mee and yong he today
both quite disappoitment
but the satay beside the hokkien mee was quite nice ^^

ok, gonna end abruptly now

buaiz

p.s. fyp presentation coming soon~ zzz

p.p.s. received the pressie shorty send us from uk. heez

p.p.p.s. gonna go for dindin w besties tmr. keke

WE FINALLY PRINTED OUR FYP REPORT!!
WOOHOOOOOOOOO

HEHEHE
ALMOST DONE

NO NEED TO FACE THAT STUPID REPORT ANYMORE.

YEAAAAA

AND NOW WE JUST HV TO FINISH UP PRESENTATION!

YEA~

HEEHEEE

‘幸福是一起醒來說早安’
可以让人真正幸福的事
真的就是那么简单 

pssss,
peekcha post
click more to see photos
hee

幸福事小
倪安東(Anthony Neely)

吃完 鍍了金的牛排 鑲了鑽的蛋 胃還是那麼的孤單

只有 一想到了晚餐 有妳的笑下飯 漫長的一天才不難捱

穿著 限量版的襯衫 羨慕聲不斷 也沒讓我覺得溫暖
如果 不是有妳呼吸 在皮膚上不散 怎麼抵禦世界的冷淡

幸福是一想到妳就心安
地要老天要荒的誰還想管
幸福是一起醒來說早安
海枯石爛這種大事 與我無關

聽過 聖詩般的稱讚 噓寒或問暖 耳朵也開不出花瓣
直到 妳在電話那端 問我幾點下班 動聽得讓心花燦爛

攀過 最純白的雪山 最澎湃的海 回憶也沒有更精彩
直到 妳側臉的曲線 在我手心蜿蜒 才懂得什麼事最浪漫

幸福是一想到妳就心安
地要老天要荒的誰還想管
幸福是一起醒來說早安
海枯石爛這種大事 與我無關

幸福是完成妳每一個期盼
登月或摘星留給誰去狂歡
幸福是陪著妳回味遺憾
偉大的圓滿與我們 真的無關

heeeeeyo

sucha nice song from Anthony Neely
so handsum
voice so got fewling
perfect

heh,

anw
actually planned to post more piccas de
but
im tired : (

nevertheless, theres still photos
yippeee
finally!
heee ^^

okayxyz
this is back-dated to Sept.
lol

i jus forgot i didnt post it,
so here it is

heheh
now she’s in UK for many mths ald
kinda miss her (i know you will see this, lol)
heh
come back soon lah shorty oh

okie
thats all for today,
im rly tired

heh

coming up,
cmcc dnd (which is like in oct -.- lol)
cuzzie wedding (which is also in oct, 101010. hahaha)
xmas 2010!!
bday part 1,2,3,4. heees

and i came across a blog which had this post
its bout a mysterious guy whom a lot of pple dream bout but yet had nvr met him
kinda creepyxyz. lol

and this is This Man

can read more HERE

so…
have you ever dreamt bout him?

ok ending abruptly
gonna go zzz ald.
heh

p.s. dislike a particular module’s lecturer. mood swing maximum X100. zzz

p.p.s. was in sch for almost 12h today!

p.p.p.s. nitey nite peeps hope i dont dream of This Man. creepy much. lol