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Its been a longggg hiatus.
And i might not be rly back to provide more stories on my life as a record for myself.
It was merely 4 months..
It seemed short but its been a while
A lot of things changed and a lot happened in these 4 months
Choices…
Decisions…
And where am i now?
Im here, back to basics, back to square one, back to….
nothingness…
I’ve always thought i knew what i wanted in life.
and although i dont wanna say this out cos i dont want pple to think that im conceited or whatever
but screw your opinions bout me
I’ve always thought I was somewhere near clever, not like genius but somewhere above the average
but i guess i was wrong
How many people you see walking down the street know what they really want in life?
How many people die happy to have lived a life of what they were searching for?
I believe there are people who genuinely know what they wanted and achieved it
but i also believe many are just living for the sake of living..
achieving nothing near what they dream for.
To be a Food Technologist
yup thats what i had in mind when i was in sec 4,
signed up for direct poly admission and got a place in SP and knowing nth what a food technologist does
turned out i achieved so much better than what i thought i would get for my o level.
but i still went for my dpa and to sp dfst
i get questioned for the past few years and still do quite often when people get to know my o level results,
‘Why didnt you go to a JC?’
i always answered the same thing
cos thats what i wanted.
till now, i still dont regret my choice of not entering a JC
but i am unsure am i doing what i want
going to the familiar job search engine everyday
going to those universities websites every other day
singapore, aussie, uk
i just feel empty
and more empty
and infinity emptiness….
I hoped I knew what to do and knew how to make all the good decisions.
